Full-Blown Agony: A Personal Fight With the Mysterious Suffering of Cluster Headache Syndrome
It began on a gloomy weekday in the morning in the autumn of 2016. I worked as a educator, attempting to manage a new group of students, when a sharp sensation sprang behind my one eye. This was followed by quick jolts, reminiscent of electric shocks. As each class progressed, the discomfort eased and then came back with greater force. Four times that day I left a teaching assistant with worksheets and hurried to the school bathroom to soak my face with cool water. I took paracetamol, but the agony remained unrelenting.
The headaches returned frequently that fall, and again in spring, soon forming an yearly cycle. The autumn months were the worst, then the late winter. I could predict the pattern: aura in the shower, early pangs on the commute, full-on pain in class by mid-morning. In 2019, a GP eventually sent me to a neurologist and I was diagnosed with cluster headache disorder.
Cluster headaches typically start with severe discomfort around one eye that lasts for several hours.
Approximately one in 1,000 people suffer by the condition, and men are more frequently affected. Cluster headaches typically begin with abrupt, severe pain focused on a single eye that reaches its peak within a short time and continues for up to three hours. Episodes occur in cycles, every day or several times a day, and are accompanied by red or watery eyes, drooping eyelids or facial perspiration. I have an episodic type, which occurs in seasonal cycles; others have continuous cluster headaches, defined by the absence of extended symptom-free periods.
What unites sufferers is the intensity. One study rated the sensation at 9.7 out of 10, more severe than broken bones or pancreatitis. Another found 64% of cluster patients reported thoughts of self-harm amid attacks; the figure fell to four percent when they were pain-free.
One patient, in her seventies, a chronic patient from Pembrokeshire, finds this understandable. Her episodes began when she was a toddler. “I would hurl myself on the floor and bang my head. That was put down to being a difficult child,” she says. Her condition worsened through childhood. Drinking in her teens, similar to many causes, made things worse. After having sherry at her school leaving party, she recalls barely being able to see on the transport home.
Her relatives often interpreted her episodes as intoxicated behavior. Support finally came from her parent and then from her husband, Rod. “I was very fortunate to find such an exceptional person,” she says. Hobbs found clerical work after relocating, but often hid her condition. She was dismissed from one job, partly due to time off during episodes. Her breakthrough identification came in 2002 at a specialist hospital.
Still, the failure to plan daily activities around unpredictable attacks took its toll. She especially disliked being unable to plan outings, being seen as flaky as a co-worker, and even having to be cared for by her children during the incapacitation caused by the most severe episodes. “It steals from you of the small liberties we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She recalls winning tickets for a major concert, only to have an episode inside a facility.
Headaches have been described across history. “The first description of headache originates from the ancient civilizations in 4000BC,” write authors in a publication on the topic. They linked the ailment to an evil entity who afflicted his victims' heads.
Ancient healing records suggest unusual remedies for what some observers would describe as a headache disorder. In the middle ages, severe headache was recognised as a separate disorder, with treatments ranging from herbal concoctions to other, more folk cures.
It was a European physician who provided the initial detailed account of a cluster-type attack. In his writings, he describes a patient “suffering with a very intense headache occurring and disappearing each day at fixed hours”.
Cluster headaches were only formally recognised by global medical committees in 1988. From the 1960s to the late 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a issue with a key blood vessel that supplies blood to the brain. Prominent specialists in diagnosing the disorder note this.
In 1998, researchers released the findings of a study for which they had induced cluster headaches in patients and monitored the episodes in a imaging machine. The data, published in a prominent journal, showed activation of the a brain region, which is in charge for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in discomfort, and a deactivation when they recovered.
Despite such progress, identification remains delayed. Jamie Charteris's attacks started in 1986 and felt like “a balloon being blown up behind my left eye”. Doctors thought he had sinus problems; he underwent multiple operations before finally being diagnosed in 2014, after a physician looked up his symptoms.
Neurologists say delays in diagnosis and managing happen because patients are rarely seen during an episode. “You're exhausted and depressed, but not in severe pain,” one says. He proceeds by ruling out other primary head pain disorders, such as tension-type headache, before diagnosing cluster headaches. A thorough history is essential: on which part of the head do signs appear? For how much time? What time of year? Are there triggers, such as certain foods? Certain characteristics such as redness, sagging eyelids and nasal congestion help confirm cluster headaches. Once diagnosed, patients may be referred to specialist clinics. But a lot of first go to emergency rooms or are given unsuitable therapies.
Dorothy Chapman, in her late seventies, has experienced cluster headaches for most of her adult life, although she has been free from an attack since recent years. When she was in her twenties, she had her molars pulled because dental professionals misinterpreted her pain. She thinks the dental profession still need much more awareness. When a sufferer sought help from a charity, it was Chapman who responded. The author recalls calling a helpline during an bout in 2021; a reassuring advisor talked me through oxygen treatment and drugs until the episode eased.
National guidelines on management advise that patients are offered high-flow oxygen therapy and/or a specific medication delivered by nasal spray. No tablets or strong analgesics should be used. Prophylactic options include a blood pressure medication, which apparently soothes the bouts of well-known people.
But consultant neurologists argue the official guidelines need updating to reflect a clearer clinical pathway and help general practitioners avoid misprescribing. For episodic patients, the treatment window is everything: “The duration of the bout dictates the approach.” Short bouts with infrequent attacks are handled with acute therapy alone. More prolonged or more intense bouts require preventives such as certain drugs, sometimes combined with corticosteroids. Many patients also receive a nerve block injection during a cycle – an procedure into the area of the skull where the discomfort is that reduces nerve activity.
The official guidelines need updating to reflect a